let's work

Laying down feels so good. But up to a certain point only. 

When the reality, creeps in, laying down is not worth a dime. And doing the work is better than doing nothing. 

Replace gas in the morning rm 32.

For the morning I will rest. Maybe in the evening I will work something.

I went for a delivery job. Late evening rain coming. Lucky I have brought a mediocre raincoat. 

middle of may

Yeah. It's not even middle of May. 

Yet all the money almost dry. 2 weeks before salary. 

Today me and bro Naz spent a lot of time in room 6 setting up and testing of sound system for next monday event. 

I'm not sure when bro Naz retire I will continue with the same enthusiasm as him. I'm not into sound and speaker. 

Tengku arrived late evening to the surprise of me and bro Naz. 

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Hujan lebat time nak balik. Baju hujan pun tak bawa. Stay back lah dulu sampai dekat 6 pm.

Hari ni assist setup speaker untuk open day raya EED. Tengahari Bang Naz payung makan di villa seafood.

Balik lenjun juga. Bersin la main hujan. Kaki pun semalam gatal teruk. 

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Masih beraya ke tu...Aku akan beraya sekali lagi esok, selepas berjaya berpuasa sunat 6 hari di bulan Syawal. Alhamdulillah. 

Kita ada lebih kurang dalam 10 hari lagi bulan Syawal. Isnin depan ada jamuan raya EE Department. Abg Naz diminta setup audio dan entertainment. 

Petang turun jap layan Pie. Tewas 3 - 4. After more than a month of not touching my pedal.

Balik kerja Telefon abah minta dia ke sekolah Irfan dan ambil Irfan petang.

Biasanya aku semput awal pagi je. Ini petang hari dah semput. Dia (penyakit aku) dah start mengarut ni.

but not ordinary human

albeit a little sickness here and there.. 

albeit a runny nose that feels so punishing and so painful. 

I am ok and doing fine.

I forgot to bring my bag which contains my mic and table tennis paddle. Those two are important things for me. 

At the evening I got mild asthma aattack when doing the replacement of projector. So I did it slowly. 

Go back on time, sharp. 

Went to econsave Reko to buy some groceries. 

Early night I got asthma again. After 2 pump under control but my nose was so irritated. 

I'm only human

I'm only human, not a superhero. I have so many weakness. Please forgive me.

Day 4 Syawal fasting.

Nak balik lepak bilik Mai dengan Sam..bincang pasal KPI, staff get students. 

Pelik pelik la proposal diaorang. Siap minta nama student tapi duit bagi kat aku. Bagi aku tak perlu la nak wayang bagai. Dapat dapat. Tak dapat sudah. 

Malam aku sangat siksa. Bila la aku nak bangun malam. 

show me the way, God

It should not be so complicated. But here it is. Here I am. 

In a situation that is so complex, so difficult and  so confusing...and so frustrating. Anyway, I am stronger than that, I should be able to handle this challenge. My head should not break over this trifling matter. 

Maybe I need a little bit of rest. So basically I'm doing nothing at the morning.

Only went out at afternoon to IOI finding some food to eat. 

What do you think about my G shock, anyone? 

Went to IOI and got some japanese ramen and coffee.