tewas set penentu

Nampak semakin kurus kah aku. 

Petang aku dengan bro Naz periksa sttaus fire extinguisher. Memang benar, dekat lab semua tak ada FE. 

Satu set jer dengan P. tewas. Spin pun kena blok. Main taktikal la sikit kalau lawan penholder. Taruh back hand dia kau kau. 

menunggu job delivery

Not going anywhere today. Just staying at home, hoping that money will come from the sky. It's not happening though.

Firas is not so well. He's cough quite hard and his asthma condition got worse. 

Malam lepas maghrib terus ke klinik as salam. Doktor beri nap di bilik khas dan beri ubat batuk. 

program di sekolah rendah Firas. SK KU

Mimpi malam tadi, nak pajak emas sekilo. Sekali hilang da. Panik la jugak. Rupanya aku bermimpi. 

Sarapan di kedai area sekolah agama Firas. Nak mendaki tu kereta macam sangat struggle. Enjin bunyi kuat dan ada bau semacam. 

Jumpa Faiz rakan pingpong Mara. 

Lepas sarapan terus ke sekolah Firas, ada majlis senam robik dan gotong royong. Lepas senam terus balik. Tak larat nak gotong royong. 

Kereta bau semacam. Aku buka bonet depan. Rupanya minyak gearbox melimpah keluar. Terus gi bengkel. Pomen ketatkan tuil penutup dan topup minyak gearbox. Kena rm 40.

Lepas tu ke kedai tayar pula. Ada 2 tempat bocor skru. Fuh, dua sekali. Tampal dua dua. Kena rm 14.

Tengah malam Firas terjaga dan batuk agak teruk. 

Malam second.

altec game internal. Target : survive group

Target tak tercapai. 

Truth is.... 

Its not easy.

Without proper training, without fully commitment, without spirit, the journey will be quite tough and painful. 

Grup C ada 5 orang. 

Menang 2 game tewas 2 game.

It's was so near, yet so far. 

Tewas dengan Zul twiddler penhold 

3 set berbalas 0.

dan Jukie or Marzuki spinner shakehand all rubber. 

The setting was perfect.. With 2 win, I only need to beat Marzuki and went to second round. 

But it did not happen. 

With Jukie it was duce at the end of 2 all games. So the loss was a bit painful, all because I cannot be a bit patient at the end. 

Anyway, I feel satisfied with myself. But I will always live with that memory of that ending game with Marzuki. Forever in state of regrat. 

Quarter finalist dapat beras. 

Zul was third, he won cash money. 

Thinking about this made me in tears. It's ok though. This game is not planned to join but last minute I did enter.

Need to stay back for a while looking for my phone and talking with Zul. 

PUMA

to Hospital Serdang again

I applied AL so that I could come here bringing my son for appointment. 

Al applied on monday from old boss, old department before restructuring was announced. 

This coming 15 Sept 2023 we tech will be under new boss, new department. 

I'm not asking much. 

Just hope I can do my job, that's all. Nobody is excited about change. 

Too tired, or lazy to go back practice table tennis. 

Next appointment in three months time.

I will try my best for tomorrow night tournament. 

Same group with my old nemesis. 

moments before sneeze

Meeting for the first time with new boss. 

Attended also by Cik Zul and Mr Halim. 

Good info sharing. 

At evening lost to Pie. 

Lost last game to Lan.

Once in a while it happen.

Shopee 

in state of confusion

Thinking about work made me worried. I even thinking about finding another job. Yes, that's the severity and graveness of the situation. 

Before sparring, I made about more than 100 rope jump. And it was intense. Yes, I can feel the flow of adrenaline.

Late night fruit made me got asthma in the morning.

Life, however, must goes on.